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Broken Horses,Broken HorsesCarlile recorded new stripped-down, solo renditions of more than 30 of the songs featured in the book, including her own and songs from artists whove inspired her, from Dolly Parton to Elton John, Leonard Cohen and more, available exclusively on the audiobook:Amanda Hess, The New York TimesAssociated PressVultureBroken HorsesBroken HorsesBroken HorsesGlennon Doyle, author of UntamedElton John, author of MeBroken HorsesBrené Brown, author of Daring GreatlyKirkus Reviews
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BROKEN HORSESA MemoirBy Brandi Carlile
One morning in December 2018, the singer-songwriter Brandi Carlile was awakened at her home in rural Washington by a 5 oclock phone call alerting her to the fact that she and her bandmates had received six Grammy nominations for their album By the Way, I Forgive You.
A short time later, as Carlile writes in her new memoir, both my kids woke up vomiting. Thats what I love about the juxtaposition of my jobs. Youd think that it would be a total downer to spend a day like that getting life-affirming news and simultaneously being thrown up on and stuck in front of Dora the Explorer all day, but it was PERFECT.
Carlile and her wife Catherines phones exploded with texts Carlile gave countless media interviews and, as courier after courier delivered bottles of Champagne congratulating her on the Grammy noms, theyd look at my little cabin and my green little fever babies and be thoroughly confused. Its one of my favorite days.
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School was the only thing left in my life that I felt helpless about. I hated it. It was the last place standing that still made me feel like a child. I had removed all other infantilizing institutions from my life in an effort to feel like I could control my surroundings. I was out of the closet at school. The only gay person. My brother and I were different kids there. Jay began to struggle with paralyzing anxiety and agoraphobia. He developed crippling stomach problems and had to stop playing in the band for a while. I was skipping many of my classes for fear of the embarrassment of my classmates watching me walk into the special-education classes.
We were both smart. We were both failing.
Shortly after the Shed started getting serious, my family moved out of the trailer park and into a different part of Ravensdale. Dad started a new job in construction, and he was instantly very talented at it, but his drinking was the worst anyone had seen it. Tiffany was finally old enough to really understand how complicated our lives were. We got along, and I have always felt like a second mother to her. Im not as good of a friend to Tiffany as I should be because I still cant move past that responsibility.
As a little girl I loved the story of the ponies of Chincoteague, and I had always romanticized the idea of buying a horse of my own. Once you have a horse, you never forget the way they smell, or how reassuring it is to look one in the eye and hug his neck.
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In her new memoir, Broken Horses, the singer-songwriter takes a deep look at how a mean, scrappy little trailer girl with the wrong clothes became a six-time Grammy winner.
The Grammy-winning singer and songwriter Brandi Carlile tells her own story in Broken Horses, which will be published on April 6.Credit…Ricardo Nagaoka for The New York Times
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Brandi Carlile was running late on account of a kitten emergency. She had arranged to pick up this kitten thing for her youngest daughter, Elijahs, birthday, but then she was told she had to get it in the next 30 minutes, and the cat was an hour away. So now Carlile was sliding in front of her laptop screen for our interview with wet hair and a pink nose while also smoothly instructing an unseen collaborator in the details of deadline kitten extraction.
Which is not the same thing as being at ease. I struggled to get along with other kids and spent a lot of time worrying about being poor, she writes in the book. I tried to make my singing the thing about me that would get me some attention.
Im always going to need to find a way to explain to people that I dont think I belong here, but I am here, she said. I think Im always going to be coming out of the closet, you know what I mean?
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Key songs bookend each chapter, acting as guideposts from the written word to the music, and readers will find themselves pausing between chapters to listen again to a song or two in a new light. In this way, Brandi’s stories come alive anew, and new fans and old will feel more connected than ever to the singer’s wise and wonderful words.
Broken Horsesis available everywhere from Crown on April 6, 2021, at local bookshops and digitally.
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Broken Horses By Brandi Carlile
I almost didnt read Grammy award winning singer Brandi Carliles memoir, thinking it was another celebrity tell-all. But so many people raved about it that I thought I should see for myself. Im glad I did. Carlile was born to very young parents–her father was also an alcoholicand lived as a child with poverty, instability, and questions about how to reconcile her Christianity with her sexual identity. Then theres her singing career, which began when she was a child and evolved through numerous ups and downs as a teenager and young adult. These topics alone could carry the book Carliles charm, candor, and irrepressible curiosity make an already fascinating story even more engaging. By the end, the reader understands how Carlile grew into a famous star without relinquishing her sense of self or the lessons of her humble roots. Bonus: the book includes some of her favorite songs.